
What does it mean to get real? Honesty, authenticity...being true! Where is the line between authenticity and being offensive or just being a huge energy drain to yourself and/or others? Because let's get real, being real about a lot of things can be a pretty sad or angry place, it can stir up some shit for yourself and others. Getting real means letting your feelings out, your emotions fly, your experience shared. It's often not pretty. It reminds me of the old song lyrics:
"It's my party and I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to,
You would cry to if it happened to you!"
So where is the line between a pity party or a narcissistic attention seeker and letting your freak flag fly? That's a good question, depending on your audience they could see any of the above when you let it fly, but that's their problem, not yours. Yours is to be as real as you can...and that takes practice and courage, especially if you've been trained to play 'nice' and keep your strong opinions to yourself, a much bigger problem for women than men. Yes, there is a time and place and a way with words that will help you be more heard and understood but if you haven't grown up or learned to express yourself fully, it will take some time to figure that out (that's what therapy helps with!).
There is nothing more validating and joyful then speaking to someone who listens when you express your deepest pain (that may seem like nothing to someone else) or your most triumphant achievement (that again may seem like nothing to someone else) and have them respond with "Yes, that is horrible, I can't believe you had to deal with that" or "Wow, you are amazing, you did it, you went out of your comfort zone and accomplished your goal" and then can stay with you while you dredge the bottom of the sewer to get it all out. Sometimes we only have a voice when we can find that someone that can do that with us. But today I'm talking about a different kind of joy, the one when you are able to share your voice without the validation, without the audience that will support you...that's courageous and one we often hide from because it's such a scary place for many of us (me included).

Being real comes more easily to some than others, nature, nurture, maturity, circumstances or all of the above, who knows. I struggle with it all the time, wanting to hide myself from criticism, from being different, from offending others...and yet my life's goal and purpose all revolve around getting real with myself and others. There is true joy in authenticity. Yes, sometimes it's ugly, sometimes it's offensive, and often it's clumsy and may look nothing like joy. But being real consistently creates a joy like no other and those that understand that will always celebrate your attempts at being real right along with you, because they want to be real too.
